No weblogging today--had to get some work done. =) There'll be more of that for the immediate future, with Computer Architecture and Network Security papers/projects, and with having to get a summer job or face actual honest wrath from parents (ie, landlords). I'm trying to ease into the idea of getting a job I hate and loathe; I've typically lulled myself into the sweet fantasy that I would be able to get at least a job in "the industry" without having to resort to, eg, a service job. I couldn't really do that anyway, as I'm not a very personable person in person--or so I tell myself. Mainly I'm just being an egocentric asshole about it, since it could, after all, be worse--or so I tell myself. I get depressed and feel like a failure when I think about it, since it's such a bad situation that I've made so much worse. I still have such an "immature" mindset about work.
